Hmm... never thought I'd say this in this lifetime, but I might have to give up coffee.
So~ about a week ago I decided to go off coffee (Why? Guess I just wanted to prove to myself that I could, haha, I know... My name's Luwito and I'm obsessive-compulsive.) Well, well, who knew that it ended up being such a success that I actually didn't consume any caffeine in any form for a full week. The first day I had coffee, mind you it was only iced cofee with tons of half&half, it actually made me jittery. That was the strangest feeling ever. Not even when I was in grade school has coffee ever had such an effect on me. That was about 10 days ago and I've drank probably 4 or 5 cups of coffee since. So I'm drinking a black regular french roast that I got from au bon pain now, and it still has quite an effect on me. It definitely pumped up my adrenaline, made my heart pound and giving me some sort of anxiety. Hahaha not the Mariah Carey level though.... but just enough for me to pour out personal issues on this blog, LOL. Look at this 2 entries in an hour span?
T_T I can't believe this... I might have to pick up another vice then, hahaha... alcohol sounds good at the moment... relaxing... some red wine in the early fall chill... sounds like a plan for the weekend to me !